A Mommy To Be Thoughts...

My thoughts,
 i guess ill start by saying that its been a long 9 months of my pregnacy ive had good && bad moments.
i am 37 weeks now && only have 3 weeks left. i am due Febuary 14, 2012. yupp on valentines day lol:)
my first 4months of my pregnacy were verry difficult :( i had horrible morning sickness && couldnt eat or drink anything. i threw upp everyday && almost every hour , i feltt like i was gonna die!!!!!!!
i was really scared that my morning sickness was gonna affect my baby since i didnt eat anything for almost 4months... but the doctor said it was normal && that my son was fine.
   At 5 months i was finally able to start eatiing && being myself.. i was living with my boyfriends family and they took care of me alot. I remember days i didnt feel good Junior (my boyfriends brother) would knock on the bathroom door && askk iff i was okk :'(  Hes a really good kid && i see him as my litto brotherr i love him so much && thank him for always being there for me && listening to my problems i had with his brother. Junior would tell me to have patience with his brother && if we loved each other to work threw our problems. Just thinking back now im cryiing of how gratefull he was with me :')  I cant leave out Annie ( my boyfriends sister) shes one crazy girl!! lol shes my partner in crime :) We had girl talks && relationship talks too.
             For the next three months i went to live backk with my sister && brother iin law && i was so much happier there. I was happy because i was able to be with my sister and my niece jennifer. My boyfriend moved in with us a month laterr . Unfortunetlly things between him && I were not the same anymore .Him && ii are no longer together and honestly i thinkk its for the best because once trust is lost there is nothing that can save a relationship.
                  I am much happier now thow knowing that i dont have to worry aboutt him being unfaithfull or lying too me anymore. I now focus on my son && mines future... I know i can make it on my own with my son. I will start workiing again && provide everything my son needs. A women shouldnt have to rely on a man to be able to make it in life. I am overall happy now && justt anxiouse to have my son !!!

             i would be lying thow iff i sad it didnt hurt not being with Daniel...there were so many wonderfull momentts i had with him && i honestly feel in my heartt he was the one i wanted to speend my life with...but i hold grudges && i dont ever forgive anyone for cheating especially while im pregnant.I hope one day he realizes what a mistake he made && hopefully the next girl hes with he treats her better. As for me i dont plan on seeing or being in a relationship for a verry long time, My son is my only prioraty & the only important thing to me. I will dedicate my life to him && only him, && hopefully many years from now i meet a man that first of all respects my son, && respects me and is a faithfull kind person.
                 Well thats all for now on my thoughtss................ <3

Pregnacy Bellys :)

                                                    4monthss i was real small

my 5month belly i was already a litto bigg && dahtts whenn i foundd outt i was haviing a baby boy:)

thiis is my 6months belly nott alot of difference but yuh can tell now iim pregnantt

thiis is my 7monthss beelly && damm my sons big now

 8 monthss belly && im hugee :)

9 monthss belly hes readdy to come out !!!!